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| Hmmm so I am moving to Clinton in a few weeks. That will be interesting. My roomate Keith seems cool and he has a little dog that is adorable and snores very loudly. Besides that I am hanging out. This summer has been kinda crazy and all. I am dating Baker and he is nice and all but things are a little dull. Neither of us are great at this relationship thing. He still acts very uncomfortable around me sometimes. I just not sure what is going on there especially since I am leaving. My buddy Luis is back from Wyoming. That complicates stuff a little more because I was spending alot of time with him before he left. He came back and looks hot. He never looked hot before. Hot might be too big of a word just better than before. I don't know I am just not good with guys. And on a side note maybe I should stop squandering money and stop drinking.
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| So, its crazy that everyone is gone. I have been hanging out in the burg drinking way too much liquor and having crazy in the middle night adventures. You know its a crazy week when you wake up passed out on the couch at 316 two nights. I went to quarter draws last night. I probably shouldn't go anymore. I realize its great to get drunk for under $10 but I was really upset yesterday about the Andy thing and got trashed and cried and my friend who has a crush on me had to take care of me which makes things worse for him. Since I was crying about another guy and what to do and should I trust him. Is he lying or does he really love me. I don't know. I might go visit though soon. We should talk face to face and just see if we can even get along. I am confused. Why do all these boys like me that I have mediocre feelings for at best. Andy and I always like each other at the wrong times. I liked him in Feb/March. He likes me now. Should I give in to my feelings and trust him despite the fact he could smash my heart. This kind of talk makes me want to listen to Dashboard Confessional. Speaking of they will be in KC on July 28 or 29 with 311 and Matchbook Romance. Several other bands will be there I want to go but I need to find people to go with. Also, if anyone is up to Warped Tour I am going. And I already bought tickets to Jack's Mannequin and OAR on July 21st. Yeah for another summer of good concerts. Even if they are exepensive.
If anyone is in the burg I think I am going to have a barbecue on the 17th. Although that is Kyle Wallen's sexy party. Maybe I will go to that instead. We will see. Does anyone want to go to Worlds of Fun sometime. I want to go at least once this summer.
I have a dog now. Well, I have my dog Checkers. She is almost 10 years old. I love her but she is kinda moody these days. She has already tried to bite 2 people since she has been in the burg and picked a fight with a dog 3 times her says. If she doesn't calm down and behave I won't be able to keep her with me no matter how much I love her.
Yeah for working long shifts at Lowes all weekend. I am going to eat with my family tomorrow for Mother's Day. It will be interesting. I just found out though everyone is going to my grandmothers on sunday and no one told me. So of course I am working and everyone will talk about how much more important my work is than my family and stupid stuff like that.
Well this post is plenty long. Cheers for all those who actually read about my worthless life. | | |
| So, that instrumentation final really stank today. I feel like I did the best I could. But it is Dr. Thurmaier's class just because you feel confident does not mean the carpet won't be pulled out from under you. It is very possible I fell flat on my face. But, I think it was okay. Music Ed 2 tomorrow is going to be a breeze. Dr. Sekelsky's class was informative and helpful and enjoyable. Not something you often get to say about education classes.
I have a new house. Well sorta, I have an apartment in a house. I have a spiral staircase. Which I though was really great until I got to carry boxes and furniture up them. My last trip down the stairs moving stuff. I fell pretty good. That made me feel really cool. My house is going to be great if I ever unpack these boxes. It has tons of potential. I can't wait to get it all put together.
SAI is so great sometimes. I love the ladies. It has meant alot to me since I pledged. It gave me something to hang onto my sophomore year when I was ready to quit and go home. It also gave me a wonderful network of CMSU ladies to be friends with. I really loved Senior Commitment. I just don't get as emotional as others right there in front of everyone. Maybe I will cry when I think no one is looking. I would rather smile and think about what a great experience it has all been. My parents were really excited about the SAI Sword of Honor and such- although they don't know what it is. They just know if I am excited then it must be special.
Last but not least my mom turned 50 today. I got her black carnations and black balloons. Plus granny panties and whatever those adult diapers are called. She was so embarressed. It was great. I loved it. | | |
| So I have found out a few potential living situations. I have no idea if any of them will work. There is a place that rents month to month I am real interested in this place. Kinda expensive but I could swing it bymyself for the summer and try to find someone for the fall. We will see what happens. | | |
| I haven't written on here in months. One day I decided to quit. So, I did. Now here I am a little confused and decided to spill my guts. I have one and half weeks to figure out where I am going to live. I am in a bit of a bind. JessR and I found a great house. She just can't afford it. Except that she sorta waited until 2 days before we were supposed to move in to tell me. I get evicted on April 30. Hmmm this is a problem. Does anyone need a roomate. I do! I want to live by myself but so few places let me have my dog. I just want to live by myself with checkers and chill out all summer. Just have everyone leave me alone. It would be fabulous. It is just I am slightly worried how to get that worked out in 1 1/2 weeks. I thought about moving home. I don't know if the parental units would let me. I really don't think they have room. Plus it is a bit of a drive. I would have to quit at lowes, if I lived at home. Hmmm its something to mull, think, and pray over. Praying that is something I need to start doing again. | | |
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